Wonderin' while Hatin'

I wonder... why do I have to wait?
when others.. instantly gets their piece of cake
it is just so weird..
that im trying so hard to find someone .....my special someone...
while others, had already found one....
i just feel so blue, lonely and desperate..
everytime I see a couple mingle,happy or what so ever
how I wish I had one too ;)

Days before my Big day
I think eveyone knows what would my birthday wish be *wink
just a simple wish, that may change my view of life, how I feel...how i define Love.
Ohhh well, as I always say, I'll make it all up to HIM! in HIS time.. everything will fall into its right place in the right time...
all I have to do really is wait:), 'cos I know he's preparing something that would sweep me off my feet ;D


"oh you... please come"*sigh


XO,
Alex

** JUne 2, 1.18am,
Wrote this days befre my 21st birthday.. I really dont know why I'm such in a rush..hmmm I think its a a "singles' thingy" HAHAHA :)